Julian's Church
As a devout Christian Julian was fiercely loyal to the
church. Her writings are filled with praise for the doctrines and unquestioning
confidence in the authority of the church. Julian is sincere in her wish to remain within the doctrines of the church. It was from the church, after all, that she learned about God in Christ. Julian and all around her, had to rely entirely on the church for understanding of all matters of faith.
But in all things I believe as holy
church preaches and teaches. For the faith of holy church, which I had
beforehand understood – and, as I hope, by the grace of God willfully kept its
use and custom – remained continually in my sight, willing and meaning never to
receive anything that might be contrary thereto." Chapter 9.
Nevertheless, these revelations
from Jesus seemed to contradict church teachings.
Christians were (and still are in many settings) taught that
Jesus’ sufferings were our fault. Our sinning brought Jesus to the cross and
every moment of our lives must be spent in sorrow for the torment we caused our
Lord. Jesus suffered as he did in obedience to the Father, not for love of us.
Christian laity in the 13th and 14th
centuries did not have access to Scripture. Individuals who knew no Latin were
unable to read the Bible themselves. For lay persons to read Scripture was not
encouraged; even many clerics were quite ignorant of its content. It was up to the hierarchy of the church to
share and interpret such Biblical passages as they deemed appropriate. As we
know, this tension around access to Scripture became increasingly fraught as
the years passed.
John Wyclif from 1374 to his death in 1384 agitated for a
vernacular Bible. He and a group of Oxford dons translated the first English
Bible, excerpts of which were distributed in pamphlet form by his flowers,
known as the Lollards. Church and state together cracked down on Wyclif who
died of natural causes several years before 70 of his followers were hanged.
The fate of these proto-Protestants would have been known to
Julian. Still she persisted to write down everything revealed to her by Christ.
It can’t have been easy to have to choose between what Jesus is showing her and
what the church has so clearly taught. Whenever she could, she assured the
reader that her trust was in the church’s teachings.
Her faith was heroic. She was certain that she received the
word of God. She questioned Jesus and persisted in every point on which she was
unclear. Jesus rewarded her with life-changing insights.
He was happy to suffer for our Redemption. His love was most
like a Mother’s love. He looked at sinners with tenderness and pity. But he did not
see the sin.
Although they do not specifically contradict church teachings, it is safe to say that the early 14th Century church
would not have been comfortable with these revelations to Julian. Yet somehow she
escaped scrutiny. She wrote of her showings. Copies were made. People came to
her for spiritual help. She was in solitude but she was not in hiding.
Certainly God was looking out for Julian, keeping her safe. But I think God was also looking out for us, the citizens of the 20th and 21st Centuries who would need her revelations.
Certainly God was looking out for Julian, keeping her safe. But I think God was also looking out for us, the citizens of the 20th and 21st Centuries who would need her revelations.
Julian struggled mightily to align her understanding of the
showings with the teachings of the church which she loved and trusted. But she
loved and trusted Jesus more. And this brings us to the third theme in Julian’s
writing and tomorrow’s topic: God’s revelation of love.
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